Dr. B Report

So, last Thursday was the Big Day, the day I went to see my new REI doctor for the first time, Dr. B. DH met me at the doctor’s office and off we marched into the unknown.

Dr. B’s office was very nice, clean, spacious, professional, and modern; his staff friendly, efficient, and quick; however,  he Dr. B. himself was a bit odd. Possibly the misunderstood genius type? He was very soft-spoken, so I struggled to hear him at times. They drew 8 vials of blood from me, he performed a physical exam (not comfy!), and ran a vag u/s. The u/s showed a 4 cm cyst on my ovary and that my uterus was tilted upward and pushed to the right, probably pushed over because the cyst was taking up space.

It was not an encouraging visit. Upon reviewing my 16-page patient history, Dr. B. looked up at us to say he “liked a challenge.” After all my exam and blood draw were finished, we went back into Dr. B’s office to talk. He bluntly told me that my insides were “a mess,” that it was very likely (after reviewing my prior surgery reports) that all the endo plus some was back, and that DH and I needed “closure.” He told me I should have another surgery to clear the endo up. I told him no more surgeries. He immediately recommended IVF. I told him I wanted to try less invasive techniques first. He told me the noninvasive techniques were shots in the dark, that I could try Clomid/IUI/etc. if I really wanted to, but it likely wouldn’t work. Ouch. I’m to call his office the first day of my period (due on Saturday; today’s Monday) and he’d see my the following day to get started on things; the problem is, I can’t remember what he said we’re getting started on! Considering the spotting, cramping, and ovary pain I’ve been having the past 2 days, it totally looks like—in the natural at least—that AF is on her way.

I’ve been kinda an emotional roller coaster since Thursday’s appointment. I cry often, and over seemingly nothing. I cry and sob and weep and generally have a tough time keeping myself together. Today has been better, as I haven’t cried or been moved to tears once yet.

Today I choose to thank God for all the many, many blessings He’s given me and that He is a good God who has plans to give me hope and a future. That this too shall pass. That I’m only in the very beginning of a journey into the unknown that, in the end, He has fully in His hands.

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Author: Marixsa

Navigating the infertility waters and encouraging other mamas-in-waiting along the way.

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